So it has been six years since my mother died. I'm actually pretty darn ok with this. She is no longer actively torturing me and I happily don't miss it. I stopped playing ball with her a long time before hand. I was fortunate that she did things preceding her death that shored up much of what I needed to accept that there wouldn't be any last ( Read more... )

How do I motivate myself? Is this good for me ( Read more... )

Mrs. Figliulo has died. Yesterday morning Bill came in to tell me that my first BFF Carly posted on FB that she was placed on hospice. About 7 hours later she posted that her mother had passed ( Read more... )

Agility this morning saw Bru in a very happy place. Alone time without Corvey and the white fluff ball Lulu. Maybe its just me but I'm not smitten with the white mop, perhaps it is the yipping. Anyway Bru and I managed to have her start the course back 3 obstacles away from where I was, I was able to call her over the start jump, direct her to ( Read more... )

I'm SO depressed. How so very much I wish I could change this but its not happening. OK so my mother isn't dying any time in the immediate future. She will be having her bladder removed, see I hadn't even considered how many organs can be plucked out and we just keep on ticking. I had my gall bladder chopped out back in '88. She freaked out ( Read more... )